there’s a method to madness. but not all methods are justifiable. i’m writing this, deprived of sleep, starving and needing a breakthrough, lol. i genuinely don’t know what this future of mine holds. hell, i barely know what this day holds. this vicious cycle of mine has to break at some point. don’t know when, but it’s storming outside and my only safe haven at the moment is a McDonald’s with a pavilion. i don’t have the energy or wherewithal to dress anything up with fancy jargon at the moment. nothing i feel like i can do or am doing needs any of that. i need peace. i need sanctity. i need more than this world can offer, that’s for sure. maybe i need to be left alone. maybe ill feel differently if i can get some sleep. i read a few hours ago about how sleep deprivation cause your brain to eat away at itself. that may explain where my mind has gone. it’s literally just gone at this point. i hope i can find an orange juice or something.
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