death brings clarity. when things are as finite as life is, you come to terms with how you got to where you are when you know you aren’t gonna be here much longer. i feel like im getting closer and closer to that point. in the midst of constant anxiety, fear, uncertainty, confusion… there’s a sense of calm in the middle of the whirlwind. as life continues to pass by, day by day, not knowing Monday from Friday.. 2025 feels like it. my golden birthday last year felt like fool’s gold. like there’s a deeper meaning to all this, but my interpretation differs from everyone else’s. maybe what i’m meant to do with the rest of my time from hereonin is make sure the lives of the people that choose to have me around, is easier for now.. and subsequently after im gone. maybe my mind will change. maybe my heart will slow down. maybe my spirit will discover there’s more to it than this. but the thing is, i already know there’s more to this.
just not here.
♥️
- TG3
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